Not gonna lie but I have a desire to delete my tumblr account. I started this account when I was in love with you… This account showed everything I wish you knew about me… and everything I wished we would do at some point. Now though, it all seems insignificant.
I guess in a way… one part of my wish came true. We will do these things on this blog at some point. Just not with each other. There is always going to be a part of me that loves you and that will want to get back with you, but with time things will fade off.
I will never forget the one day we spent alone in May. it will always be the most perfect and truly amazing day and I guess in a sense, it is my last memory of physically being with you.
I am already certain I don’t want you as a friend anymore. I made up my mind about that in August and I don’t believe I am going to turning back. You have called me twice since that has happened and I still don’t see anything that makes me feel like our friendship is worth another shot. Our relations with each other has completed its course. Heck I am sure it completed its course long before I finally admitted it.
You broke me for the last time when you called to talk to me about your girlfriend. You never liked me the way I liked you but the least you could have done was understood that it was wrong for you to tell me these kinda things because you sure as hell knew I liked you… a lot. I won’t let you break me again…
I really want to delete this blog… I keep reblogging things and they don’t seem to have meaning anymore.